P.46

I was on my way to reach home
It was 10 pm
I saw two boys stepped up on the bus
with hungry face, and smelly scent
I saw their sheer eyes, i knew they were in pain
They began to sing
The song of liberation of suffer
Funny things, they still being captive in it
Their faces looked tired
I knew they had a sleepless night
Their voices were bumpy
I knew they were hungry
I sat near one of the kids
He was probably only 3 years old
My heart in trouble, these kids should be in the playground
Playing with other kids,
Not here, in the bus working till late night
In my heart i cried to my Lord
I asked Him: Lord, please dont not abandon these kids
After i finished praying
I slipped money into the envelope and i handed it to them
Thats all i can do Lord, I know You will do more than this.

My Little Neeon

Have you ever felt so lonely
Where no one to talk to
Just listened to the wind
My thoughts appeared to have no pattern
Just sit alone...
I felt the wind beneath my feet
It was a comfort..
I just remembered when i sit like this, and you there beside me
Sharing laugh and joy under the bright stars
I guess i was allowing myself to be hypnotized by your love...
It was a mirage when i thought of you and me would be forever..
Im not a seer
Things what i was afraid has finally came...
We both went opposite way..
Letting you go was the hardest task in my life...
Here i am, sitting alone on a stone
I tried to find answer to my decision; however, its too late
I guess that was my biggest mistake...
My heart not accustomed to this..
I still can feel the your smile, and the flower scent of your breath
Still remember your morning face, it was the most beautiful morning view in my life
Still remember your voice when you say " hello" on the phone...
I guess i was right, but i was so grateful
Because you illuminate my soul..
Brightens every dark corner in my heart...
My love resting upon you..... Forever..........

Herald of Faith

I just want to tell you that I am aware of my sins

There are still dark corners inside me

Your power is like a spark of light

Illuminates my soul

Its You Lord that make me whole

Deep inside I want You to know that I love you

When my heart is in troubles

When I shed tears

I know its You that can make it still

Speak to me O’ Lord

Show me the way to comprehend your wills

Teach me to obey you every second of my life

Guide me to the path of Thy righteousness

Lead me to Thy wisdom

Let me come to You with thanksgiving

With humility allow me to bow before Thee

And to whisper a prayer of amen.